2nd pregnancy

So, in case you're curious, things are going well. I'm 9 1/2 weeks, and if you look at the ticker on the side bar and see how many days I have left, you'll see that it's quite a long time!

I've felt so much worse this time around. Never threw up with Cameron and I haven't thrown up this time (my mom never threw up during her three pregnancies, either). But, I started feeling gross almost immediately with this one. And it still hasn't stopped. Luckily, my OB is a Saint and prescribed me Zofran. It's not quite the miracle drug I was hoping for (to completely take everything away), but at least it was something that helped me function... and through the holidays, which I was really worried about.

I think I'm coming out of the worst of it. I'm hoping that things will pretty much be gone by the time I go home in a few weeks. It's been really nice having my family around to help with Cameron. Let's hope they can be around when I'm 36 weeks pregnant and packing.

Oh yeah, guess I should mention that we will probably be moving this summer. Where? Who knows. But Chad's funding is running out and it would be a good idea for him to get a job teaching at some other school (for experience and more money) while he works on his dissertation. So, that means that we'll probably be moving around a bit during his career--so he can move up, etc. But it's kind of exciting.

Prayers have already been answered, though. We found out we were pregnant and then a few days later realized it would probably be best to move this summer because of lack of money from UW. The baby is due July 30 and our insurance runs out July 31!! Well, I just assumed I would eat a lot of spicy food and lift furniture, etc. in those last few weeks to get the baby out before the 31st. But it still made us a little nervous since the baby will go to the doc a lot in the first few months.

Then the other day, Chad got an email that said they would extend our insurance coverage until October!!! Wow! Things are still up in the air... where will we be by then? Will we not even need this other insurance because of Chad's new job (wherever that will be)? But we're so grateful for this blessing.

I've been nervous about having a baby again. Cameron can be a handful at times, but it's something I'm definitely used to. And I like that he can communicate with me. So I've been really nervous about it. Then, the idea of moving to a new place with a newborn didn't make me feel too excited. I remember how hard it was for me after Cameron was born (with postpartum), and I've been worried about it.

But yesterday, I received a sweet assurance (even if it was little) that things will be ok. I was trying to get Cameron down for a nap and was singing some songs to him. I think I was singing, "I'm trying to be like Jesus." I got so emotional during the second verse. Don't know why. But I had this overwhelming feeling of love for him. It's amazing how much you can love your child. So, I started to feel a little more comfortable with the idea of a second child.

I'm sure I'll freak out a lot over the next 200+ days... wow, it seems like a long time put that way! But I'm so grateful Heavenly Father knows me and knows what I need to help me accomplish what He wants me to do.