Tired, uncomfortable, moody

So, 6 more weeks. I'm not sure I can handle that. Last night, I went to the store and had to leave after about 20 minutes. I was so tired and uncomfortable that I didn't think I'd be able to make it home. It felt like the baby was going to come out of my belly button! It's almost like he's growing too fast for my body.

When I got home, I collapsed on the couch and almost burst into tears. I just felt like my body wasn't going to be able to support this kid for much longer. How in the world do women do it? I'm afraid he'll be 12 pounds by the time he's born! My sister was 6 weeks early and weighed 6-7 pounds. Who's to say the baby's not already at that stage?

So I guess I'm in the worrying phase now. Funny cause just a few days ago, I was so excited to see him. Of course, I didn't want to be pregnant anymore, but seeing him was more important than the way I felt. Last night, being so exhausted and emotional, I got kind of upset when he jabbed his elbow in my belly button and wouldn't let me sleep.

I know it'll all be worth it. I just hope these next 6 weeks fly by and that he doesn't gain more weight than I'll be able to handle.